I'll back of so u can live :')

I leave u alone so u have a great life

say it properly

look at me, look at in to my eyes n say it

why did u say good bye

do u want to end it between us?

i know u u've got a new girl

i know u've got bored of me

although the tears are filling out

i leave u alone so u have to a great life

that's all i can say

i'll forget about it so u have a great life

be happy even without me

the love u've thrown away

take it with u

take it all of it away

don't even bother to say sorry

don't worry about me

sorry my sweaty

your lips that are supposed to leave from my side

looks resentful today for some reason

i have to hold u back

but words wont come out

and u already drifting apart

i know u will forget all about me

i know i will end up hating u

although i know everything

u were reason to live

u were everything i've ever wanted

u. its me 

who used to care about no one else 

but u

why? why are u leaving from my side?

why are u throwing me away?

u were gonna be like this anyways

so why did u love me?

do u remember

the day when we've met for first time?

i still remember it

those words u've promised

u said i would care and protect me and only me

u said u don't love anybody but me

i believed u

i believed your lies

Did u really love me?

Good girls go bad

hye beb.
nape aku guna title "good girls go bad"?
sbb aku tgh dgar lagu tu..hehe

beb..aku dilanda kecikiwa..siod je aku kn..bila keciwa baru teringat blogspot..bila suka, aku lupa...baguskn aku..hoho maybe sbb aku xde buku diary kot. and aku pon bukan berjenis nk mengadu ape2 dgan org..tipu la tak pernah mengadu langsung tapi mungkin xterluah apa yg sebenar kot. well Aku memang seorg yg ego. not at all. Aku manusia biasa.simple.

beb, betul ke org ckp kalo kita suka hari nie,jangan terlalu suka sangat sbb esok kita mungkin berduka? tapi dah takdir yg tertulis rase nyer.. huwarghh @.@~

tapiii aku tersangatlah kecikiwa....huwarghh @.@~

beb, dah lama aku xmenangis..rase nk pecah kepala otak tahan nafas... :'(

1 hari aku menangis kecewa, 1 hari menanggung masalah...

Ya Allah,Ya Rahman,Ya Rahim..
Cintaku hanya untukmu.. jujur.. :'(

Aku percaya kenapa aku tidak dibenarkan bercinta sesama manusia..
sukarnya aku nak meluahkan rasa cinta untuk seorang manusia..
sebab aku akan leka dengan cinta dunia...
dan mungkin aku tidak dibenarkan mengenali cinta manusia sebelum waktu nya..
aku selalu tertanya "cinta tu apa??" dengan perasaan ego manusia aku jwb"pls la intan xpayah nk jiwang sangat la...HAHA"
Now i know...sedetik aku leka...
Aku terlupa cintaku untukMu...
Cintaku untuk ibubapa ku... :( :'( :"(

Abah.. Mak...sorry..for what i've done...a secret from the bottom of my heart.

Ya Allah, aku maafkan dia atas semua kesalahannya terhadapku.
Aku percaya dia sedang mencari dirinya..
Jauhkan la diri ku dari nya...
Jauhkan la dia dariku...
kerana aku manusia biasa...

Sahabat.
serpihan kenangan xkan intan lupa...
even intan dah xda bukti untuk dikenang.
cinta tu buta..
intan minta maaf dan intan maafkan segalanya.
sekarang intan faham..
tapi dengan hati yg ikhlas...
intan doakan semoga bahagia.
apa pon keputusan intan terima.
redha ikhlas pasrah dan percaya pada takdir..

:)

i feel so000 tenang... :)

RINDU anda~

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of u and every song I heard somehow related to u. I hate days like today,  because they remind me of the one thing I don't have.


tidak TER ucap how i much I really miss your smile,laugh,mad,caring...

more than 14 days~ 

Love is Blind

i just can seem to move on....  :')

ooo000 balik kampung~

my lovely family :)

yahoooo00 gua semangat nih nak balik kampung...HEHE ok bukan kali nie jew...mmg everytime nak balik aku ngan family akan buat plan cantik2 punye nak balik susun jadual cuti awal2..and and and xpernah xjadi owkay....kiteorg akan balik beramai2 maksud nyer bukan bertolak 1 kereta..haaa~  maklum lew..dulu balik 1 keta pon bole hentam..skrg masing2 1 seat 1 orang..HAHA

ok sepatut nyer aku dah odw skrg nih..tapi memandangkan aku kena kerja dulu haishhh terpaksa bersabar tolak ptg esok dgn mak aku..huk huk huk xkesahla asalkan sampai...xde hal nyer kalo abg aku bwak kete... kdang2 xsampai 4 jam dr sepang ke kedah NO RnR!...HAHAHA kami memang bukan penyabar orang nyer.. hehe

and balik kali nie aku harap2 bole jumpa "somebody" at "somewhere" utk settlekan masalah yg dah lama bergunung..hmm masalah ape? masalah peribadi..as what as i told u before..i kena jugak letak titik noktah...i dah creat essay utk u dr raya puasa sampai raya haji nak tiba tp still xbole bacakan essay i utk u...i wish i can do it for this time honey! :)

ok lah u olls..gua nak balik dah...yeayyyyyy!! ooooooo00 balikkk kampunggg~
gua suka kampung gua...aman jew.. hati gua tenang tgok sungai..cewahh berjiwang pulak..
i'm coming KEDAH DARUL AMAN.

P/S: kepada mereka yang xbole balik kampung padan muka..WAHAHAHA :))

pic nie kat sungai mase family gathering raya haji tahun lepas.. :) 

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA!  :)