WE ARE NOTHING

<3 We have been silent for 6 years today. seriously NOTHING. keep on playing around then terkantoi lagi...kantoi lagi..dan kantoi lagi...Apa nak jadi?? Apa pon xbole.. haihhh.. 

<3 Biarkan masa yang tentuan apa kesudahan.

<3 I adore u as a liar.

 

<3 Kita ada jalan masing-masing.

<3 I'm waiting for somebody new. ;-P

<3 Saya setia selagi saya boleh setia.

<3 <3 <3 six love for six years <3 <3 <3

nah amik key chain nih. :p

SILENT +____+

"SILENT IS KILLER" AHAHA
yg tu peribahasa utk org kentut xde bunyi tapiiiii bau nyerrrr peerghhhh tongsampah pon xbusuk mcm tu...HAHA lagi2 kalo baru lepas makan tolo..HAHHA harum semerbak baiiiii~

ok aku bukan nak ckp pasal silent tu..
entri nie aku nak ckp pasal diam xbermakna salah.
ok betul..kadang2 bila kita tgok balikkn..diam tu just nak selamatkan keadaan.
umur semakin meningkatkan..dah bole fikir dengan rasionalkn....
xkan nak buat perangai mase tadika dulu.."gadoh sebab kebas pensil member sambil jelir2 lidah kan..." :p
ok skarang dah maju..even nak marah pon..time tu je..cehh cakap pandai..(time tu pon makan mase dlm 3 hari plus2 jgk..) biasa la..aku pon manusia..ade sifat marah bak kata BOXERKEDUT.BLOGSPOT.COM
"WE'VE BORN WITH IT,WE'RE LIVE WITH IT.

ok aku nie jenis marah sekejap jew..sebab aku akan buat spekulasi balik..untuk apa aku semakkan kepala aku..andai kata semak itu akan membina sebuah mini cooper s..yeabbaaa yebbbaaa! hari2 aku nak semak..
HAHAHA

tapi.sebagai manusia biasa marah itu selalu je ada..memang xbole lari pon..manusia kan xpernah berpuas hati
dengan sesuatu benda.. anda kena terima yang tu. sometime bila kita marah akan ada hikmah disebalik tu.
contoh nyer.kalo kita marah orang dengki dgan kita.hikmah nya kita taw perangai sebenar-benarnya orang tu macam mana..
eh! yeker? HAHA tibai je lah..suke hati aku la..ini belog aku~ :p

bila marah biarkan sekejap sampai cool. then dah! enough!.u must keep yourself into silent mode.
lagi banyak anda bercakap lagi banyak dosa yang anda akan tabur.
contohnya suara dan lidah bersatu mengeluarkan kata2 kesat. atau bahasa pasar nyer mencarut.

tapi ingat! aku diam xbermakna aku lupa.aku diam xbermakna aku takut.aku diam xbermakna aku lurus walaupun aku memang cepat blur.
aku diam just untuk mencantikkan keadaan. so jangan digali lagi diam aku. senyap and do what you want to do.

do you remember poem "the road not taken by robert frost" ?


Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

aku dah pilih jalan aku sendiri. salah atau betul biarlah aku yang tanggung.
atlis aku tidak and tak nak menyusahkan sesiapa.
ok dah chow.

cite pasal diam kan..aku teringat 2 orang sepupu aku..
mase dorang tadika kn..dorang kene salotep mulut dengan cekgu tadika sebab mulut dorang xreti DIAMM!
hahahahahahahaahahahaha :))

When u walk pass me, its like u never even knew who i was…

Do you remember when we were best friends?When we'd share our every thought?Every smile?And every laugh?Oh, and did you remember when you broke my heart?Because I seem to remember that more than anything.I trusted you, I trusted you to take care of my heart.I trusted you not to take it and stomp on it.
The day you betrayed my trust was the day that I lost all my trust for you.I believed that you would take care of my heart and that's why I left it with you.Well, I am taking it back because at this very moment I can't trust you with my heart.In fear that you will hurt me once more.
Look at me through my eyes and feel the pain I hide inside.
It breaks my heart.. it makes me sad to think of all the times we had.You made me laugh. And all that I can do is sigh,and wonder why.
I wish I could walk away and forget what we have,but I can't,because I know you won't come after me,and I guess that's what hurts the most.
It's really amazing when two strangers become the best of friends,but it's really sad when the best of friends become two strangers.
trust can take years to build,but only a second to break.
If you ever have to question a friendship,then can it really be called "BFF?"

How can it be that two of the greatest friends in the world can go from being each other's everything to absolutely nothing?

I want to be able to look at you and not be hurt by you.

Do you know what its like to reach for the phone, and then have to pull your hand back because you remember you're not supposed to call anymore? You sit back with tears building up in your eyes because you know its not the last time you'll miss the conversations you shared.
To lose a friend has to be the greatest pain you will ever feel. Every time I look at you, I remember that pain.
The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so
We cannot see to reach an end
Just, not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy. crippling our communication.
Have you ever been low? Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?When the truth came out...Were you the last to know? (Kelly Clarkson)
Through the years I cried my tears,
Without your help I've faced fears.
And it's plain through tears I cry, That's its time to say goodbye.

eyes water HAHA

ANDA FAHAM APA ITU EYES WATER?? atau dalam bahasa melayu nya....AIR MATA..

ok yg sebetulnya bahasa omputeh yg cikgu aku ajar dolu "tears" betulkn??

haaa dah bpe tahun tinggal kn skola..otak aku pon dah lembab nak scan macam macam..

lately asik dok scan duit kat dpn cashier jew...mmg la nk scan benda lain dah tak lut...

taw dak lut tu apa? haha p tanya org Kedah Darul Aman..HAHA

ok fine.sebenarnyer entri tentang aku jew...i dont know kenapa dengan aku...payah bebeno nak sensitip..tipu la aku xpernah menangis, tp memang payah...last aku menangis mase kene ceramah kaw2 ngan boss..HEHE kenapa??cer cita?? RAHSIA!! xbole cite.malu.... ngee B-)

hmm nak kata aku nie keras hati batu xde perasaan....weyh agak2 la..aku pon manusia beb! tapi tu la hakikat..

ok mase zaman aku gedik2 dulu pon aku pernah SEKALI je mata aku bocor. tu pon sebab dah tak tahan tahap dewa dah... sampai satu tahap dia buat wa sentappp...perghhhh memang tersentapp mak nok! kalo stakat lu jln pegang pegang wa tadahal la..wa pandang sebelah mata je beb.tapi lu main kasar .depan-depan kot lu bikin projek kos rendah..haihh memang lu saket jiwa maw pujuk wa kan? sampai wa demam lu ckp wa mcm kena rasuk...haaa amik ko. ko xpernah tgok air mata aku kn? sekali je aku rakamkn depan mata ko.lepas tu harap maaf tiada siaran ulangan. Siaran ulangan akan ada kalo suami saye buat hal jew..bukan stakat demam..padam terus rasa nya...HAHA

ok then aku CUMA sensitip ngan family, wa cukup touching kalo abg2 or mak or seangkatan yg bernama keluarga wa menyakitkan hati. wa xmarah balik..tapi wa diam2 tenyeh mata guna tangan wa..ok dah! jgn cite lebih2..malu..ngee :) dalam hati wa tetap ade taman rama-rama kn. HAHA

ok ini serius punyer, air mata perempuan saya betul betul mengalir dari hati yg halus saat saya melihat tubuh ayah saya dikafan kan. terbayang mcm mana dia akan tempuh dunia baru dia seorang diri? bolehkah dia? sedangkan masa dia kena kerja di hari raya pon dia menangis, tapi itu qada' dan qadar.saya dengar talkin "mati itu benar" saya terima dengan kata yang positive. saya rasa dia bahagia disana selagi kami disini sentiasa mendoakan dia dan kami tahu sebaik mana dia sebagai mana baik nya dia sebagai seorang ayah mendidik kami menjadi seorang yang berperikemanusiaan.

kami dibesarkan dengan sifat yg sederhana atas bantuan isteri tercinta ayah saya dan cintanya dibawa sehingga ke hujung nyawa.cinta nya yang membawa ke syurga.cinta yg abadi.cintailah ibubapa anda :)

yang selebih nyer aku nanges kalo aku saket tahap cipan, ciapn pon tak guling2 mcm aku.

tapi korang jgn keliru antara sebak dengan air mata,

bagi aku kn..bagi aku laaaaa sebak tu bila ada something dlm hati yg tidak terluah.sakit yg simpan didalam pendam perasaan org ckp.aku pernah rasa sebak tu mcm mana. rase mcm xbole nak bernafas. nak ckp xbole..nak nangis pon rase nyer xde eyes water pon. ntah la..org yg mengalami nyer jer yg faham sebak tu ape..korang nak taw lebih lanjut sebak tu hape....korang google la sendiri sebab aku malas...
aku ckp pkai apa yg terlintas je..HAHA eyh suke hati la...bluwekk :-p

huuuwaaaAAAA sob sob sob!

*yg penting air mata aku mahal sebab aku diamond* HAHA poyo xnak kalah... :-p