Selamat Hari Lahir En.Zubir 💚💚💚

Selamat hari lahir abah... u re 55 if u still around me...and it has been 11 years u leave me... and i still miss u. I still love u..

Abah... i rindu u... i donno what to do When im give up. When i cry. When i sick. When i blur.

I thanks Allah to give me rezeki yg xpernah putus. I Thanks Allah to give me so much ujian. I thanks Allah cuz He give me a good friends around when i need their shoulder to cry on...I Thanks Allah to give me a strength without u..  I thanks Allah to keep u for me. And I believe He always protected me wherever i am without u... and I thanks Allah kerana Dia campak rasa kasih sayang dr org sekeliling untuk saya walau tak setanding dengan kasih sayang seorg abah kandung.

Abah...intan hidup bukan nk mengejar kemewahan semata-mata seperti yg org lain nampak dr luaran intan.. tak pernah pun mintak belikan barang branded dr sesiapa. Intan cuma hidup apa yg ada didepan mata... apa yg Allah bagi tu dah lebih dr cukup. Tak pernah pun ckp kat org betapa susah nya hidup harian intan. Tak perlu pun intan nk tunjuk apa yg intan bagi. Semua tu rahsia hidup intan. cuz I will let Allah judge me. Cuz i know semasa hidup abah tak pernah pun minta balasan atas setiap pertolongan. Tak pernah pun tunjuk dekat org atas setiap pertolongan... but i know u and Here I follow u.. walaupun dah 11 tahun abah dah tak berkhidmat sbg polis. Here I still let them know that my late abah is a police man. Cuz im so proud of u.

Abah... Im Sorry for my sin. Im sorry for my past.. I know i hurt u..i knew I hurt them but its really hit me. I cry when I think of it. If today is my last day. The first thing i wanna meet is U... cuz im tired to let them judge my mistake. I know syurga is not deserve for me yet but I hope He will never leave me alone. whatever i do . I do it for Him n for u abah...

Your kenangan is always in my mind. The best ever kenangan yg org lain xde tp intan ade.. Intan balik tadika naik moto polis. Panjat kat tong tangki minyak depan.. haaa korang hado??  Hahahaha dulu masa sekolah u bought me basikal but they dont. Now i derserve it abah...I have nothing... I redha.. huhu


Sometime I dont believe that I bring along your name Everywhere and I wrote at any form.. the fact is there is no jasad yg tinggal hanya nama di batu nisan. And I know bila tiba masa nama saya juga akan tertera di batu nisan sebagai tanda kenangan.

I love u abah. Your only daughter love u so much. Selamat hari lahir... selalu org baca doa selamat untuk hari lahir. Tapi saya baca Alfatihah untuk hari lahir abah yg ke 55. 56 57 and forever.